
Hello.
By Desiree Clemons | OIF Veteran • Writer-Researcher • M.A. Psychology
A few semesters ago, I read the book “Achilles in Vietnam,” which introduced me to the concept of moral injury. After 18 years in VA care and PTSD screens, the term fit like a glove.
There is no gold-standard treatment and researchers are stumped. My graduate study focuses on this research. It allows veterans to directly voice their dissatisfaction with VA care. This helps clinicians find effective treatment models without guessing.
This guide is my way of giving back—made for veterans, by a veteran, and for anyone who loves us. ❤
What Is Moral Injury?
Moral Injury occurs when someone perpetrates, witnesses, or fails to prevent actions that clash with their core moral values. It can also happen when they experience betrayal by trusted authorities. It occurs after an individual experiences a morally injurious event. (MIE)
It primarily affects veterans. However, health-care workers, first responders, law enforcement, humanitarian workers, teachers, social workers, and civilians (who face no-win choices or systemic failures) may also have this.
*Not the same as PTSD. PTSD is fear-based; moral injury centers on guilt, shame, betrayal, anger, and a shaken moral compass. They usually co‑occur in veterans who have been deployed during war.
Common MIEs in war zones
- Killing (combatant or civilian), or feeling responsible for a death
- Witnessing atrocities or the aftermath (mass casualties, handling remains)
- Being unable to help the wounded or protect noncombatants
- Violations of rules of engagement or being ordered into actions that clash with your moral code
- Betrayal by leaders/peers or by systems you trusted
Common MIEs in health care & first responders
- Triage and rationing under scarcity (choosing who gets limited time, beds, ventilators)
- Following policies that conflict with patient welfare or professional ethics
- Witnessing or being asked to cover for negligence, abuse, or falsified documentation
- Errors with serious harm despite good-faith effort, or being unable to prevent harm
- Organizational betrayal (retaliation for speaking up, leadership failure after critical events)
- Prioritizing one life over another in the field; arriving too late to save someone
Stop and Check In.
👉🏼 If this sounds familiar, you don’t have to figure it out alone. Consider telling a licensed therapist, chaplain/spiritual-care provider, or trusted peer.
📞 If you’re in immediate crisis, use your local/national crisis line (for U.S. readers: 988; veterans can press 1).
What it feels like in plain English:
- The mental replay loop of second-guessing a split-second decision (you did or didn’t make) years later.
- Identity whiplash: “I don’t feel like the person I was… and I’m not sure who I am now.”
- Trust issues with leadership, authority, or governments
- Strong preference for closeness with other vets and distance (emotional or physical) from everyone else
- Faith/worldview wakeup call: Once held religious or spiritual beliefs are now less black‑and‑white and a lot more gray.
Moral Injury vs. PTSD (why the difference matters)
PTSD operates like a fear engine. Your nervous system remains on high alert after danger.
Moral injury is a wound to your conscience. (Think guilt, shame, betrayal, and unending questions about meaning)
PTSD treatment focuses on the body’s alarms: hyperarousal, avoidance, startle response, nightmares. Moral injury, however, needs a different approach: conscience, identity, forgiveness, repair, and worldview.
💭 Think of it like this…
Moral injury is less about “turning down the volume” and more about “rebuilding identity & internal compass.”
Evidence-based PTSD therapies are effective, especially when fear dominates. But when the pain is moral, additional support is often necessary.
For example: meaning-making, self-forgiveness without excuses, reparative actions (when needed), and sometimes spiritual care.
The Four Ruptures (my proposed model based on previous research)
A morally injurious event can fracture your understanding of yourself, others, and the world. Those impacts tend to cluster in four domains: meaning-making, identity, relationships, and worldview/faith.
Since these don’t heal on the same timeline, naming which one hurts most right now helps focus your energy where it matters. This prevents you from feeling “broken everywhere.”
What may show up: shame, guilt, moral rumination, trouble with self-forgiveness, betrayal anger, disgust/“contamination,” spiritual struggle, withdrawal/alienation, sleep disturbance and guilt dreams, substance use to cope, and a pull toward reparative (healing) action.
Meaning-Making — from black-and-white to usable grey
Before joining the military, the rules felt clear, and decisions were easy. During service, not so much. Important decisions happened under limited information, conflicting demands, time pressure, and true no-win scenarios.
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And when the veteran returns home, the old moral framework they once had, doesn’t match the reality that is now lived.
Clinically, this manifests as persistent internal conflict and rumination. And it simply means your internal compass needs calibration, not removal. Building (or rebuilding) a sense of meaning and purpose is the solution. This is not always easy and needs careful handling, but a therapist can definitely help.
Common experiences: looping “what-ifs,” guilt that doesn’t quiet down even when others say you did your best, flashes of disgust about what you did/saw, feeling morally disoriented.
👉🏼 If this sounds familiar, you don’t have to figure it out alone. Consider telling a licensed therapist, chaplain/spiritual-care provider, or trusted peer.
📞 If you’re in immediate crisis, use your local/national crisis line (for U.S. readers: 988; veterans can press 1).
Identity — who I am vs. what I did
Moral injury tries the threads of who I am to what I did. The hard part is prying them apart because this is where shame, guilt, and bad feelings toward oneself lives, and responsibility is the solution.
It looks like this: “I did X. It affected Y. Here’s what I’m doing next.”
Responsibility isn’t self-hate; it’s ownership plus a plan (when the veteran is ready to create one)
What it can feel like: shame that won’t shut up, feeling “contaminated”, feeling like a “bad person”, unworthiness, urges to self-punish or numb, trouble granting yourself self-forgiveness even when you’d offer it to a friend.
Relationships — trust recalibrated
After service, trust with civilians can feel paper-thin; trust with other vets can be immediate. Social circles can get smaller while your “protector” radar stays on high. That isn’t failure—it’s adaptation.
At home, it can look like a shorter fuse for chaos, sitting with your back to the wall, skipping big gatherings, or needing more quiet than you used to.
With friends, small talk feels pointless and the group chat goes unanswered—not because you don’t care, but because you don’t have words yet.
In partnerships and parenting, you may swing between over-protective and checked-out: you want everyone safe, and intimacy can feel risky or draining.
At work, there’s often low tolerance for fuzzy ethics and office politics; you might excel when the mission is clear, but keep distance from leaders you don’t trust, or from tasks that clash with your values.
In community or faith spaces, ceremonies can feel loaded—you want connection, but the symbolism can hit raw spots.
Remember…
None of this means you’re broken; it’s your system trying to keep you (and the people you love) safe while trust gets rebuilt.
Common experiences: betrayal anger toward leaders/institutions, social withdrawal or irritability, scanning for danger, compassion fatigue, or over-functioning as the protector; drinking or other substances to shut it off.
Worldview & faith — beliefs under review
Sometimes, your old religious or spiritual beliefs can’t explain what you experienced or what you saw. Some people deconstruct; some rebuild; most do both. Questioning deep existential things isn’t collapse—it’s an internal audit. The work is to keep what’s still true, revise what isn’t, and give the rest time and grace.
Common experiences: spiritual pain or anger at God/higher power, loss of meaning, grief braided with guilt, avoidance of faith spaces, or a pull toward rituals of repair and reparative action that restores dignity.
Try this: Visit spiritual centers. Explore contemplative spirituality. Explore existential therapy or bring up the topic in your next therapy visit.
How we actually measure this (without drowning in alphabet soup)
- MIES (Moral Injury Events Scale): captures exposure to transgression and betrayal.
- MIDS (Moral Injury and Distress Scale): a newer VA‑developed measure that indexes symptoms to a specific event and spans high‑risk groups.
- Moral Injury Psychoeducation Group – Program Handbook
FAQs about Moral Injury
Is moral injury treatable?
Short answer: Yes—treatable, not “curable.” There’s no single gold-standard protocol yet. Evidence-based PTSD therapies (like Rational Emotive Behavior Therapy (REBT) Prolonged Exposure, (PE) and Cognitive Processing Therapy (CPT) can help with fear, nightmares, and avoidance, but moral injury often needs add-ons: meaning-making work, self-forgiveness, reparative action (when appropriate), and sometimes spiritual care/chaplaincy. The VA and researchers are actively developing and testing approaches.
How is moral injury different from PTSD?
PTSD is mostly a fear/physiology problem; moral injury is a conscience/values problem (guilt, shame, betrayal, spiritual pain). They can overlap, but you may need different tools for each.
Who can experience moral injury?
Combat veterans first and foremost—and also health-care workers, first responders, and others forced into no-win choices or exposed to betrayal/violations of their moral code.
What are common signs/symptoms?
Persistent shame or guilt, moral rumination, trouble with self-forgiveness, betrayal anger, feeling “contaminated,” withdrawal or hyper-protectiveness, sleep/guilt dreams, using substances to cope, spiritual struggle, and sometimes thoughts of not wanting to be here.
What actually helps besides therapy names?
- Talk safely (therapist/chaplain/peer) to move from secrecy to meaning.
- Make meaning (writing, service, advocacy) so actions match values now.
- Spiritual care if you want it.
Will therapy force me to say everything?
No. You set the pace. Good clinicians and chaplains work collaboratively, with consent and clear boundaries.
Can medications help?
Meds can help co-occurring symptoms (sleep, anxiety, depression), but medications do not directly treat the moral conflict itself. Talk with your clinician about whether meds could support the work.
How is moral injury measured?
Common tools include the MIES (Moral Injury Events Scale—exposure to transgression/betrayal) and the MIDS (Moral Injury and Distress Scale—symptoms anchored to a specific event). Measures guide conversation; they don’t replace it.
Is spiritual anger or doubt a problem?
It’s common. Moral injury often shakes belief. You can question, edit, and rebuild—alone or with trusted spiritual care—without being rushed to “resolve” it.
What can families do that actually helps?
Ask, “Do you want a witness, support, or a plan right now?” Match what you do to what they ask. Avoid quick verdicts (“You did what you had to do”). Learn the landscape and widen the circle (peer group, chaplain, clinician) when invited.
What can I do tonight if this hit me hard?
- If in crisis: Dial 988 and press 1 (Veterans Crisis Line) or text 838255.
- Text/call a safe person and share one line.
- Reach out to your local veterans center and ask about veteran-run programs, meetings, and therapies.
Thanks for reading. If any of this hit close to home, you don’t have to untangle it alone—reach out to someone you trust, and use the resources listed above.
I’m glad you’re here. ❤
—Desiree
References
Kalmbach, K. C., Basinger, E. D., Bayles, B., Norman, S. B., Maguen, S., & Griffin, B. J. (2024). Moral injury in post-9/11 combat-experienced military veterans: A qualitative thematic analysis. Psychological Services, 21(2), 264–275. https://doi.org/10.1037/ser0000792
Litz, B. T., Stein, N., Delaney, E., Lebowitz, L., Nash, W. P., Silva, C., & Maguen, S. (2009). Moral injury and moral repair in war veterans: A preliminary model and intervention strategy. Clinical Psychology Review, 29(8), 695–706. https://doi.org/10.1016/j.cpr.2009.07.003
Maguen, S., & Litz, B. T. (2012). Moral injury in veterans of war. PTSD Research Quarterly, 23(1), 1–3. https://www.ptsd.va.gov/publications/rq_docs/V23N1.pdf
National Center for PTSD. (n.d.). Moral injury. U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs. Retrieved September 26, 2025, from https://www.ptsd.va.gov/professional/treat/cooccurring/moral_injury.asp
Norman, S. B., Maguen, S., Griffin, B. J., Burns, J., & Moshier, S. J. (2021). The Moral Injury and Distress Scale (MIDS): Development and psychometric evaluation. Journal of Traumatic Stress, 34(2), 322–332. https://doi.org/10.1002/jts.22636
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